SHIT-YOU

2010-08-19T12:04:00.001+08:00

LINK CHANGE .

PM ME FO NEW LINK

XOXO

2010-08-09T15:58:00.000+08:00

bye-lola.blogspot.com

2010-08-07T00:17:00.002+08:00

i wont be deleting thisz blog.

but i have another blog.

i update my life there cusz basically

nvr did i realise some keen readers of mine

are so bloody kpo and cant keep their filthy mouth shut.

goodbye.

2010-08-05T02:59:00.002+08:00

today wasz actuallly a frigging happy day. cusz itsz been ages since i last step in school. and so today school wasz awesome. only that i didnt attend morning class . so yeah, everything wasz going on pretty well. when suddenly someone called me. she asked me to check my facebook. and then to some of the website. so i did. i wasz frigging pissed. seriously. FRIGGING.
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jusz dont mistook me can? damn girl. what d'yo want from me ni now. i have no blooody reason to fuck yor life or intrude yor life. eh, get over it okay. i dont fvcking care about yor love/guy. damn it. stop terasa with my wallpost/blogg and then shooot stupid nonsense to other ppl when yo dont fvcking have the clue who im refering to. and yes i wasz shocked yo block me. like i care gitu. but seriously. i have a life and what makes yo think i want to ruin yor fvcken life. damn it ! im not into him and nvr was okay ! dont mis-judge me nabei ! fo once, count me out from thisz stupid love game of yors and quit saying out my name to ppl . before i personally go there and give yo one bitch slap. thisz time round, yo really make me pissed sial.
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sorry eykyn. tadi i badmooood. pasal sorang ni ahh. nak mengata about me when actually i dont give a fuck about her life. mati mati fikir aku terhegeh hegeh kan jantan dhier. oh my god. dhier kater aku two face bitch. ha ha. mcm wtf kan. sigh. org takder pape ngan dhier, nak busok busok kan namer org. eee! rimas nyer.
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and to that someone, thank yo so much fo telling me the whole situation. without yo, i rase, i tak akan tahu whatsz happening ard me and whatsz shes bitching about. i love yo gf.

2010-08-03T23:54:00.002+08:00

my man, my ladies, my close ones are 100% up to standard then yors.

so upgrade yorself to window seven and then come playing games or talking to me.

cusz basically windows 92 like you are not up to my standard

so shoooooooo !

2010-08-01T21:10:00.003+08:00

PS; every second that passed by, all i could think about is you.

so am not going to school thisz monday. i have an MC . and basically heading to khoo teck phuat hospital at 2.45pm fo appointment. damn, sucks having an throat infection. fvcking hard to breathe. anyone wanna accompany? and damn, i hafta miss all my favourite dishes. so no more smoking/drinking miss lola hanis ! ha ha.

i feel so decades not coming to school. been missing school fo the whole week last week. and finally heading to school on tuesday. im miszx-ing my dear PVB very very much. besides ive beeen way behind studies. and so itsxz time to wake up and pull up the socks. ha ha. second shoot is already outsxz and i kno my grouping. am really hoping to shoot !

finally ive put my self together. thank yo fo those who really take the time to text me asking how am i and stuff. the phonecalls and every single thing. im fine now. im sorry fo being MIA. hoping to see each and everyone of yo.

and im really looking forward to meet ahmadshafiq, maryjane , zakiyyah and rizal . i have some apology to make to yo guysz. so yeah.

god bleszx.

xoxo

ps; stop asking cusz literally im VERY fine. ty.

2010-07-21T01:45:00.003+08:00

dear nur hafizah bte rasali.

yo may be the most irritating sister i ever had.

yo may be hot temper and ego.

but nothing could ever stop me from loving yo okay !

we may not be close like last time.

ive notice ever since dad left, we drifted apart.

like tremendously. and i was ALWAYS NOT there when yo neeeded someone to talk to.

i was busy with my own life and didnt gave a thought fo yo. im really sorry fo that.

i misz talking and sharing all the daily stories we go thru. i misz laughing and make stupid videos with yo. and gossip about bunch of losers!

deep down my heart, i jusz wanna let the whole world kno,

YOR THE BESTEST SISTER ANYONE WOULD DIE FO.

I LOVE YO DUMBDUMB ^^

2010-07-18T18:16:00.002+08:00

good evening earthlinks.

weather fvcken perfect.

better with hot chocolate and reading a book on a cosy hammock by the room

with a dimm lights on.

tommorow school starts at 8. fvck laaa!

confirm lambat !

sigh sigh

lambat nyer nak TP !

tsk tsk !

sleepy ! chiowsz

2010-07-18T14:24:00.001+08:00

itsz human nature to talk about others. i dont blame people to talk about me. nor do i bother to kno what are they talking about. people alwaysz say they dont mind if people talk about them, but i swear, eventually inside they are cursing or prolly taking things to themselves. but hey, thisz is life. yo gotta face the fact that not all friends could be trusted and not all friends are good. they could be two faces sometimes. pick the right one cusz picking the wrong one will definately destrop yor life.

2010-07-13T23:26:00.003+08:00

for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic!

2010-07-12T16:22:00.002+08:00

fo now, i need time to settle my life back to normal.

i dont need you, you or you.

i manage to do it on my own.

last year, when i met bo syafiq rizal and nabil

they thought me a diffrent way of living life.

and that is by independent

dont depend on somebody cusz eventually,

yo'll lose out.

but on the brighter note.

im quite happy now.

with who i be friends with.

who i contact.

who i spend my weekdays with

who i spend my weekend with.

thank you guysz.

farewell ^^

2010-06-22T00:42:00.001+08:00

See I never thought that I could walk through fire.

I never thought that I could take the burn.

I never had the strength to take it higher,

Until I reached the point of no return.

2010-06-18T02:02:00.004+08:00

perfect.

never be replaced.

my everything.

2010-06-10T19:35:00.001+08:00

i think today is the most suckish-est day off my life.

2010-06-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

be right back. bye

2010-06-07T12:15:00.001+08:00

meet ziyad abdat !

ha ha.

okay been ages since i last update thisz blogaaay. ha ha. since itsz holiday so yeah itsz the only time to update. ha ha. having great plans with girlfriends and boyfriends each day. mamposz -.-

lifes been great so far. and i thank god fo that. =)

period.

2010-05-21T11:06:00.003+08:00

i dont find any of thisz misunderstanding making sense.

bitch like all i care.

cusz firstly, yor jusz making me the topic .

secondly, i dont think im in the story until yo make big fuss of it

thirdly, yo got everyone that i love to hate me

what more?

three word, congratulation misz popular

yo won thisz not-making sense war.

i dont giva damn.

xoxo

2010-05-20T22:10:00.003+08:00

leeeeeeeeer, after all thisz awkward-ness about why us being a total stranger. finally, someone spoke to me what is the cause of all thisz stupid misunderstanding. hmm, that someone even show-ed me what she wrote. ha ha. seriously, instead of being angry, i laugh. ha ha. hmm, my friend told me that someone thought i wasz refering to her when few daysz back i wrote "friend stealer should crash and burn in hell" and even wrote at her blog. and even say something like "crashing and cursing boyfriend stealer". so now after my friend(s) which yo think are yor true friend told me . i now realise yor angry with me cusz yo thought i stole yor boyfriend. eh, come on. i have my own alright? what makes yo think i want yors? seriously, i felt awkward when we suddenly become strangers. but yeah, to let ykno, itsz yor boyf who texted me. and when i asked he said, yo guysz are "ex" already. so issit me to be blame? anyhooo, we're jusz friend. hes jusz sharing his problem. ha haa. but that was waaaaay waaaaay last month. for only like four daysz? ha ha. i see . i see. now i get yo. tryna brain wash my friends to hate me becusz of yor silly misunderstanding, by all means miss popular. yor wish is fulfilled . congratulation ! i thought what yor ex said wasz a big lie, but baby, today, after what i heard from my friends what yo were bitching and calling me names, finally i smile and say, i should have believe what he said from the very moment and not defend yo. thisz is crap. girls now adays !

xoxo.

2010-05-19T22:22:00.003+08:00

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2010-05-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

school been slutty so far. been receiving un-necessary comments. if yo kno, then jusz shut up. yo dont hafta shout out loud , like big fvck. y dont hafta make me popular. seriously. i had enough of attention and i dont need more. as fo me, having attention from family,friends and someone i love isz already enough. now, a big FVCK YO to yo fo making me the topic. i dont get what yo what. i dont fvcking get it. ohh kirekan like tryna make me the "joke" ah cusz yor sucha loser. damn. at first i thought yo were jusz fine but now, everytime i see yor face and yor friends face. i feel like puking. especially those grossy pimples of yors. damn. get a life cusz i dont need a fuckerface like yo to intrude in my life. thank yo.

yesterday wasz momma's birthday. so we went to thisz classy restaurant to dine in. itsz jusz so peaceful and itsz a place where we could indulge in reminiscence to the time when dad wasz around and happily making joke and making the whole family laugh everytime we dine there. sigh. but anyhooo, itsz been like forever since we dine there. and finally i had my ramen tomyam noodles, while mom had her hor fun and sister had her beehoon tomyam. damn. so after that. we went around fo clothes. mom got herself two tops while me and sister bought nothing. cusz none of it captured our eyes. so we went home to rest and after maghrib off to sengkang to pick maklong up and off to airport to settle things. then we dine in swensen cusz all of usz were famished and to celebrate maklongs belated mothers day. and and oh guesz what, yack bought me an iphone 32gb. idk what to feel now. hahaha . awwwwh.

leaving in two daysz time. xoxo

2010-05-09T21:46:00.002+08:00

thank everyone fo motivating me and asking me to relax and carry on with life slowly.

i owe yo guysz.

imma be dead tommorow cusz i havent even start on my movie poster when my deadline wasz like three daysz ago? -.-

besides, i havent even do my comp-g. yickes.so dead.

been celebrating momzeeyyyy's day for the whole two weekend. both on saturday and sunday. ha haa but seriously, it would be even more fun with daddy around. anyhooo, excluding school work. everything is fine now . LITERALLY.

alright. im off

zoxoxo..

2010-05-04T22:44:00.003+08:00

my post lately had been really really short . and today , i finally feel like updating it much more. and prolly its going to be wordy. am not forcing yo to read. so yeah .

school/friends

school isz not fun like how it use to be . seriously. i agree that "friends come and go like season". starting of the semester. everything is going perfectly fine. made new friends and interact real well. but as days and months past by. people start to show their true colour . and slowly, we learn each others attitude/character/behaviour . from there we can judge whose the good friend and who those will hit yo from the back. so i started choosing my clicks of friends. ive put hope and trust in everyone of them . but now, everyone change. everyone find new friends. new girlfriends/boyfriends. and yeah, itsz nothing wrong with that. and i dont give a shit. but hey, who am i again? i kno i wasz blooody there for each one of yo. i gave support to everyone and tried my very best not to hurt anyones feeling. am i not being a goood friend? after the holidays , yo treated me like stranger. theres no more "handshake then hugs" anymore. why? takot girlfriend/boyfriend jealous? eh sial la. come on ah sial. i bloody kno yo first before yo(s) were attached la sial. kalau aku nak, siang siang aku dah amek. whats the scared fo? itsz freaking awkward when we're as friend, not talking to each other. and besides, now, all yo(s) could talk about isz them. i mean, i dont mind. itsz okay. but kalau dah sampai 24/7 about them. wth>?! i dont give a hoood la. seriously. who are they to me? fcuk! i jusz misz the old times. seriously. next, assignment and test are giving me a real hard time. one pussyfuck hard time. deadlin are drawing nearer and i macboook is giving me a hard time cusz i couldnt download photoshop cs3/4. and i dont frigging kno why. nak harap kan satu satu tolong, mampos. sumer fikir diri sendiri. for now, im glad i met fyqa azmi and isty rosyanty. i misz ahmad shafiq, maryjane, arina rosli, rathigka, atiqa rosli, amirah asaaari, fizah yusope, aini rahman and nabilah rasul.

family.

its exactly close to five months dad left usz. and i kno yo both are being very very strong going thru every single day of thisz shits. i kno how yo felt. especially yo mom. i kno its not easy spending the past four-five months alone wheres as yo've been spending it with dad for the past 16 years i assume. i kno i kno. i kno yo needed him more then anyone on earth . growing up as a family of three ladies in the house fo the past four-five months is not an easy task. money wasz never a problem fo us but the "bad things" that haunt usz was the problems we're facing. theres no more hero in the house to protect us anymore. mom had to force her self to be strong to face all those shits. itsz no fun. seriously. everynight after prayer, i could hear yo cry mom. and i dont dare to go near yo to comfort yo cusz i kno crying isz the best solution to let out everything. and every time i ask if yor alright, yo'll pretend to be fine and wipe away yor tears. and sister. kno yor alwaysz alone at home waiting fo mom and me to be home. cusz last time daddy use to come home early if hes not busy with work to have late lunch or to rest. and yor alwaysz having late lunch with him watching teevee in the dining room. or end up forgetting to wake daddy up at four-forty five to fetch mom. damn. now, its jusz something we could only remember and not feel. daddy ! i misz yo.

fcuk. im crying so bad now that my dustbin is full of tissue.

thats it. im out.

xoxo

2010-05-02T21:10:00.002+08:00

A PERFECT WEEEKEND.

2010-04-29T17:15:00.001+08:00

going out in a few minutes time.

i feel like quitting school.

not becusz of any conflicts or problems.

its just that.

hmm,

BORED AH.

2010-04-28T16:02:00.002+08:00

didnt attend school

and that shows how bored i could be.

mom left to work already.

sister is in school.

im home alone.

its raining heavily, loud blasting thunder and a continuous bright lightning.

i couldnt see anything outside

and the wind is extra strong till it make the trees outside tilt 90degrees.

damn.

AKU TAKOT !

satu satu dah luper kan aku

sigh.

2010-04-26T19:44:00.002+08:00

so today wasz a total bore.

woke up quite late fo school.

receive 19 misz call.

im so so sorry.

head to school.

blah blaah.

"define yor bitch missy, cusz on my point of view, yor character symbolises BITCHNESS"

idk whats everyone's problem. as in, yeah. yo dont fvcken kno me and yo already call me a bitch. tsk tsk. hey hey. dont fvcken get it. i mean whats yor problem. ive heard stories about yo, yet i jusz keep my mouth shut and not judge yo . but yo, senangsenang hati je panggil aku bitch. yor really testing my patiences. well at least i dont go around asking fo guysz number unlike some one. sigh. now, i feel like going to yor face and give one hard tight slap to make yo realise what yor saying. dont test me missy =)

besides that, im happy with life.

infact, im really happy with it

fo the time being.

chiowszx.

2010-04-26T01:50:00.002+08:00

im thinking of yo.

hey hey you you.

i misz everyone.

zoxoxo.

2010-04-23T00:11:00.002+08:00

peoples come and go like seasons.

since macbook's batt is running low, i online-d using computer. and as i wasz browsing thru some old folder, i finally realised how fast time flies. i used to deny the fact that time fly jusz right but today, i couldnt agree more that time fly so fast without me even realising. i saw pictures from my primary six graduation day. me and dear bestfriend, hamizah ismail performing and participating in xishan idol and got ourself in top three. so as a first timer on singging publicly, i won second? okay laa juga. ha ha. i misz it seriously.

then secondary one camp. hockey camp. hockey pit. secthree camp. prom night. etc.

sigh how fast time flies. seriously.

anyhoo, ive been keeping things to myself lately. i dont fvcken kno why. i mean yeah. my wonderful circle of friends are ALWAYS there for me. both from the secondary and ite. but i jusz cant figure it out on who do i really want to share thisz with. hey, yo guysz are still the best.

i jusz wanna write a couple(s) of name cusz i really realy misz yo.

amirah kardashian, fizah wowweezy, aineyy rahman, ahmad syafiq, shahrizal, nabil, syafiq giraud, farain alyas.

lets meeet soon and get together.

2010-04-21T00:06:00.003+08:00

i miss evrything about secondary school life.

2010-04-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

meet yack !

2010-04-19T23:48:00.002+08:00

sick and tired of love.

thisz time.

ill jusz let time tells

and follow the flow.

zoxoxo

2010-04-18T02:24:00.003+08:00

finally after the heart-throbing and nervous nervous feeling

its over and it feels good.

second? hmm, okay la.

not bad.

thanksz fo those who came down and share the love.

cooockoo.

aftr that dear ziyad abdat gave me, afish and ali a treat.

wooh woooh.

we watched rec2.

fvck, it wasz really thrilling.

almost died in there.

were pulling eyaads shirt and kicking ali.

hahha.

damn, ts much more worst then resident evil.

so go go, go watch it.

after buying some stuff, ellen text me saying he saw me.

terkejot berook juga. how come i nvr see him

so i met him and accompany him .

at that point of time,

my heart beats double padding.

cant believe a HOTSTUFF would ask me to accompany him

honour oi!

after that went separate ways cusz hes playing left4dead.

i bet ill be dreaming of yo today.

hahhahaha.

three days not sleeping reall hurt my eyes.

it kept tearing and it hurts.

sigh.

HORRAAAAAAY, going cemetry tomorow to give dad a visit.

sexcited.

daddy, its four months already yo left us.

i misz yo badly

2010-04-16T05:33:00.003+08:00

@isty rosyanty's crib currently.

i got something to share. my ex-dance mate died last two days. and i jusz got to know thisz morning. wth ! thisz is jusz some tribute to her.

when i first start dancing , year(s) back . i didnt know that i could have a dance crew and dance public-ly. all i thought wasz just to dance in my room with blasting music . but tina, prove me wrong. we decided to make a crew and try performing outside. so we did. maybe we werent good enough like those others dancers out there. but we did make some winning. we won champion for compassvale dance talent , OKLA and green tea showdown. good enough for a beginner i guesz. three years together and slowly, we drifted becusz we have own commitment to chase . roadshows and practise was never silent with yo and the boys around. stupid jokes. then i got to know yo hafta migrate to indonesia. yknow how heartbroken i wasz. but yeah. yo came back last year and we became clkose like the old times. we share secrets, gossips. remember during praactise, we were practicing and i tried doing handstand and i fall straight down slamming my whole body to the ground. you thought i was dead but i jusz became blank fo a few minutes and yo were crying like a pussy? hahaha. dangg, i misz that man. and the time when we perform at dhobyghaut and after the whole performance i notice, yo didnt zip yor pant all thisz while? ha ha. but now, everything is jusz left as a memory. but why? why musz yo bloody take yor live away becusz of one stupid guy? fvck. yo cheer me up / motivate me everytime i fall out of love. yo give me life to live on everytime a guy played around. why the fvck yor doing this? over-dosing yor self? dint think of yor love ones?

thisz time, yo leave me FOREVER. sigh. yor a great dancer . yor a great motivator. yor a great friend . and yeah, A GOOOD SISTER INDEED. theres nothing more i can do to regain yor life. its jusz that im sad yo ended yor life like thisz for a stupid reason.

yor always in my heart, tina.

i love yo.

RIP.

till then.

tommorow is saturday.

&& i dont feel like performing.

i need some love, loser.

zoxoxo,

2010-04-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

i owe you, loser.

2010-04-14T21:50:00.002+08:00

"everyone is jusz putting pressure on me.

everyone is pushing me.

i just dont like it."

2010-04-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

damn. i miss my old hair

LIKE SERIOUSLY-

curls are fvcken hard to take of

sigh.

2010-04-12T21:04:00.002+08:00

hmm, i have nothing much to update today.

practically cusz theres too much to write and i cant be bother.

besides, who read this rusty blog of mine.

HA HA.

first day off school wasz crappy.

skipped morning lesson cusz its jusz frigging bored.

besides skinnies arent there cusz they last minute join-ed BL.

HAHA.

sigh.

keseorangan sihhh kiter, powerpuffgrrrl

takda arah tujuan.

ill be performing thisz coming saturday

wadduh, jantung sudah nak pecah

itsz been ages sia naik stage and jogetjoget.

almost a year i left dancing due to the stupid nlevels.

hahahaha

oh well,

do come down and show me some love.

oh yeah.

HA HA

MOMMY SAID, IF YOR CRUSH LIKES YOU, HE'LL TRY TEXTING YOU SOME WAY OR ANOTHER, CALL YOU OR TRY HIS VERY BEST FACEBOOK WALLING YOU EVEN IF HES SHY. MEANS YO HAVE HOPE. BUT IF YOR CRUSH DO NOTHING. MEANS GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON =)

2010-04-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

today wasz really fun

a whole lot of laughter.

a whole lot of gossips

tons of fun.

a great experience.

now, after three going four months being classmate with yo guysz

slowly im getting to know each and everyone of yor(s) weakness.

and its so damn cute.

baaaaaah.

i love you guysz

and every moment we spent from the first day of school till now

awwwwh right?

hahaha

besides starting of the day, the ending part was also happy

okay fo me only laa.

something happen that makes me soooo happy

and i cant stop smilling

and i can see everyone notice that.

woooh woooh !

okay laaa.

ill update soon alright.

chiowsxz.

xoxo

2010-04-07T04:03:00.003+08:00

well, okay.

it seeems that my blogger is really really messy

and i dont think that anyone is reading.

im gonna shorten it to one post at a time. alright?

its 4.09am.

and heyy, im freshly awake when im suppose to be having my beauty sleep

sakit tak sakit.

mesty kluar jugak tgk wayang dgn shazran istifar fyqa and nash

sigh

naaah, iim jusz dreaming.

i guessz, its time to wake up and

let the dream b only a dream.

goodday

xoxo

2010-04-06T18:21:00.003+08:00

practically bored.

powerpuffgrrls came ever.

slack . talk crap .

what more can i describe.

annonymous.

hmm, i need to know who you are.

seriously, you've been like tagging since hmm, forever

and all the word you gave

motivates me.

thank you

2010-04-06T08:22:00.001+08:00

hey anonymous

i really hope to know who are you.

thank you so much fo giving me those sweet advise.

appretiate it truckloads.

2010-04-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

maybe you regret-ed giving birth to me.

2010-04-05T01:35:00.003+08:00

i hate it when yor always looking down on me.

saying things like as if i dont have feelings.

damn.

2010-04-05T00:46:00.002+08:00

more photos at facebook and please tagg yorself alright?

first and foremost, i wanna wish FREEEEKZY NUTS fo winning singapore best dance crew. wish yo guysz all the best for the upcoming competiton held at las vegas on june. do us proud babies.

fuck, i misz oh-yack sumer already. sigh sigh

2010-04-01T00:21:00.002+08:00

practicaally, today was hmm idk. mixed-feeling day. i felt both happy sad all in a day. it starts with meeting fyqa at chuachukang. planned to bowl but maalassssssss. so we slack @fyqa's. then blaahblah. ard six-thirty we're off cusz she needa go to dance prac and i hafta meet mom to accompanny her to sister's school for some talks. at first i thought it was just a lame-lousy-stupid talk but i was wrong. it was really a goood talk. everyone in the school hall teared. it was really an emotional time. especially when adeq make the speech infront of everyone. it really took her courage i guess. and i get to meet some old friends whiich i miss terriblyy. i miss you guys. chiox.

2010-03-29T20:56:00.002+08:00

i just have thousands of things to tell. i have thousands of feelings playing now. it sucks. it reall sucks to get blame for the things that you didnt do. or easy saying, you get blame when yor telling the truth. today really hurt me alot. trust me. ive been hurt alot but today like everything poke me. from someone you love to family to friends. it really sucks to pen down everything what im feeling inside. it really is. i guessz i should just keep it and let go only when i find the right person to let it all out.

now, when i switch on facebook. i was really hurt to see i was KICKED out as "sister". i was damn hurt. damn damn hurt. idky but tears came out. sigh. now i know where i stand. like yeah, no longer in you(s) heart right?

and now, i feel like commiting suicide. fuck!

2010-03-27T13:26:00.002+08:00

fo now, im reallly really lethargic. sigh. ive been wanting to sleep but i juszz couldnt. idfky. it irritates me alot yknow. and im developing dark circles already sehhh. NOOOOOO! fo now, ill force myself to sleeeep . gooood day.

2010-03-26T00:36:00.003+08:00

finally i went out today.
so we went to 313@somerset . walk around. go eat. slack. search fo clothes.
but seriously, none attracts our eyes.
so i suggest to go to bugis to just walk around and since thats the nearest dorothy perkins outlet that i could find.
still, nothing caught our attention.
so we just slack.
talk crap
and home sweet home.

finally meeting yad. hoooraaaaaaaaaay.
cd boy!

2010-03-25T15:10:00.001+08:00

FINALLY IM GOIING OUT AFTER THREE STRAIGHT DAYS AT HOME
its like duhhh, something to get excited about. fuck!

2010-03-24T19:10:00.002+08:00

fcuk yo.

im missing everyone badly. today = total boredness. sigh. so prolly meeting petely grey tommorow to accompany him go shopping. ha haa. but not sho yet. harpharap jadi ah. sigh. waduuuuh- my second post for the day. but with no topic at all. hahaha.

2010-03-24T15:26:00.002+08:00

its wet-nes-daaaaaaaay. sadly threeee more days to meeting oh-yack summer. and one more day to ex-xishanites chalet. imma sexcited maaaaaaaan. so yeah, wasz planning to back to northland sec today to collect my testi. but fuuuh, i jusz woke up and the clock shows its 3.20pm. like oh my god. oh my god. gosh, i wanted to follow bubbles and khai-santino to get their fried mars bars but naaay, due to my waking up late. ill give it a miss. shush. prolly rot and die at home, LIKE AGAIN. haha. me and sister were planning to get a polaroid camera and we've beeen doing surveys online to compare prices. and mom said to us to chooose a proper one. sigh. there jusz tooooo much nice polaroid camera. i dont know which to chooooose. tsk tsk. okay, imm off.
xoxo

2010-03-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

i dont know why but things are really going outta control here. like sometimes its fine and sometimes its going bad. and when i say bad, i mean REAL bad. i mean, i dont feel being in the family. not' literally', but not in IN the family. yknow what i meant. i miss out alot of family outings and events. i kept going out of house late night and coming back only early in the morning when both mom and sister is out to work and school. and when they're back, im getting ready to go out. sister is showing attitude already and mom been naggy. but i know they do care cusz she kept calling and ask me where am i or smtg. but the only thing is, when we talk about family stuff, i feel waaay LEFTOUT. and i feel reaaaall bad. fo now, i shalll turn my concentration to only them and no one else. they're the only family im left with. and the only person dad left me looking after. i love yo mom and sister *hugs
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whats left to update? hmmm, naaaay. too much things, just not that safe to update here. too much eyes. hahaha.
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ps; Cant tell me nothing now baby i know how to fly

2010-03-22T15:28:00.002+08:00

its 3.29pm already. aproxly one hours since i woke up. im sitting down on my study desk with porridge on the table, typing this shit and at the same time looking outside the window. amazing huh? HAHAHA. im missing oh-yack summer badly. my teeth hurts due to the unseason changes. and lastly, no one's at home. pathetically cooockoo man. okay, this is "takperlu" nyer post seh. and i know. ha haaa. fcuk bored . sibeeeeei !
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2010-03-21T22:57:00.002+08:00

thisz week? hectic much. i shant elaborate much cusz it practically personal. anyhooo, life been great excluding the parts which i miss most of my friends badly. im so gonna spent this holiday time with them and catch things up.
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dear bestfriend. im sorry if i were to hurt yo via the text msges yo sent me. seriously shit. yo texted me the wrong time. and i wasnt tryna be rude but i wasnt in the mood at that point of time. okay, im sorry alright? and replying to yor msges. im sorry i couldnt except yo more than jusz a bestfriend. i mean . yes i love yo, but not more than a friend. my heart belongs to someone else. and im sho yknow that. after those confession, i dont think i could face yo. and things will be very difficult between us now huh. how stupid can yo be, k. but i really hope that we could put all those bullshit behind and live life like lasz time alright? *hugs*
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xoxo.

p/s; KS♥

2010-03-20T01:31:00.002+08:00

finally, holidays has started. afterrrrrr ages longing fo it. so too much time, little things to do. FO NOW. ha ha. okay okay, prolly gonna have lotsa events to attend to. chalets, pits , outings. woaaaaah. besides plann-ed with claszmates for paintball day. so let see how it goes.

fo now, im confused. are yo in love with him? if yo do, ill leave. seriously =)

2010-03-18T22:18:00.003+08:00

i put my faith in , so much faith and then yo
JUSZ THREW IT AWAY

2010-03-08T22:59:00.002+08:00

i got mc for the whole last week. but instead of resting at home, idky i tired myself going out. but hey, its worth every minute going out and catching things up with those dearest. ive posted some outing pictures at facebook and got tagged. so lets just ask the picture to tell my dayy alright?

2010-03-01T23:43:00.002+08:00

i wasz on the verge of suicide but the pictures of the happy times came flying around my mind. on that point of time. i know, i still have hope.

im not gonna elaborate what happened today cusz its way too personal. all i could say now is, i miss my dad oh-so badly. please come back and help me solve every piece of shit im gong thru now. i need yo so badly. so does mom. yo left and i dont want mom to leave us tooo. whats happening? why is life always unfair to me? why? im sorry fo not being a good daughter. im sorry for not being a good sister. im sorry for not being a good girlfriend. im sorry for not being a good friend. im sorry for not being good. im sorry for everything. so please bless my life like the way it is before. i cant stand this piece of shit any longer. im not that strong to handle all this crap myself. pls oh pls. im not strong enough to face life any more. i wanted to end it but i dont want to leave in sin. idky im breaking down real bad now. but seriously, please life, end everything thats a struggle immediately. thank yo

2010-03-01T11:30:00.002+08:00

i wrote a long post jusz now. on my way to save it, my irritating finger accident-ly press the shut down button. i wasz like !@#$%^. anyhoooo, ive beeen missing a number of ppl from my secondary schoool. gosssh. meet up yokk. okay too much thing. so little time. ill be hiatus awhile. xoxo

JIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK<3

2010-02-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

hello earthlinks. today was awesome but yesternight was disaster. and i prayed that it wont come any time sooon. its been ages since i last cried till i even forget how to cry, but yesterday, its jusz undescribe-able. i dont wish to elaborate more. thisz week, schedule packed.

2010-02-23T18:38:00.002+08:00

lazing at summers house for the whole day . haha. watch-ed some movies and chill-ed together after ohh-so long not meeting. haha. anyhooo, starts with an apology and now summers sleeeping like oink oink already. two weeeeks and it shows that its exactly two weeeeeks. im so saaaaaaad. im gonna be a one less lonely grrrrrrrrrrrrl. hahahaha. plusz thursday is coming real real sooon . and i cant bear to tahan the pain any longer. sigh. friday outs with powerpuff girl. prolly overnight somewhere to get a real goood picture. saturday off to dental and hmm, what elese eh? no more i guess.

i feel like giving you a real hard slap girl. yor really pissing me off mayn .

muker lawa, aku tak kesah tapi ni, sepuloh boleyh cari di geylang . as the matter of fact, geylang grrrls are 100% much prettier than you. oooops!

xoxo

2010-02-18T22:41:00.003+08:00

lifes been gooo so far. and and my upcoming operation will be this thursday on the 25th. im scared fcuk right now. so prolly meeting joey tmrrw and head to blackhole to watch mario and band perform. his last gig i guess. okay im tired. night losers

i cant wait for the 7march. paramoreparamore

2010-02-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

*EDITED

ive receive the pictures from aineyy's cannon but im still waiting for isty's canon. okay this awesome day actually goes like thisz. we hafta reach cityhall by nine. so i met fyqa at yishun and nash at khatib. then went for breakfast at macd while waiting for is. wasz a little late upon reaching but not late for our scene. my first time watching peoplee doing "onset". kecoh yknow. i cant imagine , myself, doing it in the future. mampos. had a great laugh with bubbles and buttercup . after the shot we walked to marina square to search for clothes and then to suntec to get some things together. well, the boys were agitated cusz we took a v.v.v.v long time to decide where as they already make payment few minutes ago. we tried some clothes on and finally come to a decision. we bought something . and after afew shots taken, i left and trained to bugis to meet altiora and the girrrls. so their performance was awesome and i was proud of you guys. and another band, for this fight, was awesome too. went for dinner together and off we go. goood day.

im starting to fall for KS.

2010-02-05T19:26:00.003+08:00

lifes been wonderful so far excluding from the "tons of assignment" given. more of a hands on than those paper works. duuuuuuh~ so tommorow gonna be exactly fourty days dad left. and just gonna have a small get kenduri. and sunday will be hectic i can assume. have a shoot on f1 near flyers to help buttercup sister. so im really hoping that bubble can come. ard four hafta leave cusz joeys having his gig at four-thirty. so everything is great now.

2010-01-29T23:02:00.002+08:00

"casanova rodeo"

oh please!

2010-01-27T00:21:00.001+08:00

"TODAY, I KICKED DOG"

yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack yack

godbless
xoxo

2010-01-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

its actually an emotional day for us today. cusz its exactly one month since dad left us and time fly so fast. birthday in seven more days and i dont feel egg-cited for it. cusz i felt empty. its been always dad whoom treat us the whole family for my birthday and mom treat the whole family for sisters birthday. its seven more days and i can already feel the emotions already. how i just wish you'd come back.

2010-01-21T14:36:00.002+08:00

today wasz a total bore i can say. lessons starts at eight and end only at six. sigh. draaaagy! so all the best joey for later at 4pm and 6pm. some things are playing on my mind right now and its really making me annoyed. sighh. okay, ill update more as soooon as im out from this hell. tooooooodles.

2010-01-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

"sometimes life plays around wih mooods. sometimes we're happy about smtg. but sometime we felt upsett about soomething. all we gotta do is just live on and pray that tmrrw gonna be a better day". sigh. so today wasz v.v.v.v.v funny indeed. i had the whole day of laughing. about, almost everything. even the slightest thing. i really hoe you guys go to my facebook and view the videos that me and classmates did during our three hours break. but i strong recommend yyou to watch "do you remember, part II" and PV1B (girl version). hahahahaha.

I MISZ JOEY V..V.V.V.V.V.V. MUCH!

2010-01-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

today school wasz fine. start at two pm. and ended at four-thirty. so i met joey in the morning and before he went off, we had lunch and then im off to meet my dearest PVB. then head off to foodculture to have our latelunch and off we went to school. school wasz fine. and wait, did i mention i bump into fizah at amp interchange. after so long mayn ! had a lil bit of catch up and then, few days back i bump into amirah. i frigging miss you guys. ni tinggal aini. bila laa aku nak terserempak kau! and i met ailah on o's reslt day. happy fo you guys. okay back. after school decided to eat AGAIN! hahaha. and off home sweet home.

p/s: few girls thought that they're miss everything. and i was like wth. mirror yorself bitches =)

2010-01-17T15:24:00.002+08:00

so meeting jiyak and the others later to head to town maybe. frigging bored. its super windy and cloudy here. and as im writting this junk, i feeeeel like sleeping. pathetically, school starts at two tmrrw and maybe heading for lunch with @PVB. as days pass, i feel less energetic and more to tiredness. and idky.

stay'ed tune to see more pictures updated. baaah.

dido~

2010-01-17T00:53:00.002+08:00

i had the most wonderful day today. wasz awake by phonecall from uncle and aunty. they coming over to take some things. then jiyak came over and bought me sister and himself a breakfast. and he got it all right. macd hotcakes ! so after eating he slept awhile. and then went home. afternoon, me mom and sister we talking and joking and talking about how time fly so fast. ard four, me and sister cabbed to northpoint to ffetch our dearest cousin and then back to safra. met the rest there to bowl. after everything ended, we the cousins proceeed to eighteen chef for our late dinner. talk, crap and catch things up. after that, went to subway to grab chicken teriyakki for jiyaak. met him at his house. and then cabbed home. pheeeew, what a daay.

THANKYOU JIYAK <3

2010-01-16T08:29:00.005+08:00

and so i spent the whole day with my dear darling(s), fyzah and eyad. so practically he came over to keep us company. and then we decided to take some pictures. hmm, eyaad wasz playing my lappy, being bored, he decided to book for his prac. and so he got the four pm slot. blaahblaah, i went to meet him over at bukitgombak ard eight. and we cabbed to orchard to have dinner and bought his shoes and my wallet! he bought a puma shoes while i bought a aldo wallet!. hee. sigh. blahhblaah, then ard midnight, we cabbed home. we stopped at the nearest esso to bought some late night supper. and home sweet home. hhhahha. blessful day. besides that, ive finally hear from acub after so long. he jusz came bck from camp, and now hes out meeting eyadd, hafizh (the valens). gossh. yeay ailaaah! yok yok! hahaha. k till here. im waiting for eyad to buy me and sister breakfast cusz he just finish his prac!

godbless =)

mom, i know youve been reaally strong this past few weeeks and im so proud of you. i love you mom!

2009-12-31T16:42:00.002+08:00

goodbye 2009. hello 2010

today marks the 31st december which mean its the last day of 2009. today tooooo, marks that its been 7days daddy left me sister and mom. =( . beside that, todayy toooo marks the day that both my parents got married. ive been neglecting this blog for quite some time due to the busy schedule ive receive when i wasz working. ive quit my job and i guess ill be back on cyber like i used to. ive got tons of pictures to upload .

lifes been empty in my family since dad left. but my boyf/aunties/uncles/cousins/friends nvr fail to come/text/call to know how me/family is doing. i thankyou for that. so ive decided to give secfive a miss cusz i wouldnt want to try it due to 1000000000000000000 reasons. so i got promoted to this campus. and i got the course that ive wanted. syukor. family and boyf have been giving me supports and advise. awwwwwwh. i know right. boyf been closer to family and im v.v.v. happy.

sometimes, life is really unfair but one thing, god is very very fair. he does things with his own reasons. but i think its tooo early that yo left, pa. im only 17. and i dont think im ready for this huge responsibilities that yo've pass down to me. i still need yo to guide me. so does mom and sister. i really hope, yo're always watching on us. and i know yo do. i love you, pa. happy anniversary with mom.

godbless
im still thinking should i continue thisz link of change it.

xoxo.

2009-12-27T20:40:00.002+08:00

sometimes, things wont turn out what you expected. but yo couldnt turn back and rewind time cusz yo know all yo need to do wasz to be strong and walk infront to face up the upcoming challenges. my heart felt like it wasz stopping to know that yo're gone. it happen so fast. i friiging miss you already. so does mom and sister. we cried everytime we think about yo. but dad, you know our house had alot of memories about yo. happy, sad, angry times. i really miss kissing yor cheek everytime i left the house. but now. and mom. for twenty years, she went to work with you. riding motor bikes and cars, to and fro. sleeping and talking to you to share her daily life. but now. and sister, who also share with yo her problems about everything which end up, you always say, " sini, biar papa pukol dhier". hjahahah. but now, evrything is a memories. im glad, we family were there, when yo left. pa, i love you. please watch over us . and yknow, we prayed for yo everynight.

2009-12-24T03:00:00.002+08:00

&& so, ive been spending my holidays working, hanging out with love, lilyperry and haylie watson. and been speending time with petely, chris and craig. i have tons of pictures to upload. ha haa. and yeah, the video at ashton bleach house featuring hafiz and his hell kitchen serving his nasi goreng for us. okay whatever. syukor. im glad with my results. so not a waste of time staying for those few pathetic months. hmmm, and so, i wont waste another year. ive made my decisions to go higher nitec and not go up sec five. alot of people are asking me to go up, but come to think about it, naaah, buat aper. environment like haduuh. cannt tahan le. anyway, thanks arina for supporting me. i felt really touch when yo texted me that. takpe, takpe, we can still talk and sing okay? .
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ive apply for ite and i really hpe to get my first choice. hee. amin. hmm, the results is on the 28th dec. text me to know okay? anyhooooooooos, my mom had made a promise to buy me, sister and yadd tickets to paramore's concert next year. * winks* . im having my off tmrrw and i still had no plans. hmm, nak kluar?
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hmm, im frigging mad at someone. tooo mad that anytime my heart could burst!.
till here.
gooooodnight loseers

2009-12-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

i didnt get the opportunity to even touchh my computer. finally im having an off day for two straight days. ha haa. currently at baby's place and hes beside me now busy playing his psp. haduuh. anyhoooos, works been great like wooohooo so far. and i wasz glad to have update somethings with arina that day. glad to know everything and oi, yo still have thousand things to tell me okay. and so do i! i really cannot wait for the upcoming days. i think im going bankrupt soooon! working in thisz fashion world really test my inner nerves. temptations~

anyhooooooooos, i dont give a fuck shit about that taggy. yeah whatever. like you know me. ha haaa. ohh, a'aah eh, underage- takpe, kiter tengok je okay? ohh, a'aah, i dont know the dj's. ha haa. what ever laa kan. "kiter tengok saper yang kene" ha haa. ohh shit! i forgot, i step kakak2 laah kan. ha haaa.

yeayy! i know yo misz me. especially that kpo clan. cusz yo guys have ntg to talk about , so start making stories. betol kan? ha haaa.

till then, xoxo
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2009-11-28T04:10:00.002+08:00

i know ive neglected alot of things lately. family, friends, baby boy and baby grrrrl. and im truly sorry for that. work had beeen greatt so far excluding the tirednesss. the colleague wasz funny and fun to be with. but the one that i hate the most wasz customer(s). sometimes i feel like killing them. fucking arrogant. the funny thing wasz the angmoh(s) is much more friendly than those STEP-RICH. wahh, cb! currently, its 4.37am and im with ziyadd, ali and zul faqar. FRIGGING WATCH NEWMOON PREVIEW WITH ALI AND YADD. IT WAS AWESOME! hmmm, i guesz ill be deleting this thing soon. prolly by new year. cusz i thought of making as new url . new year, new stories ! okay whatever! chiow. i hope some of you(s) receive my text msges. and oh yeah arina (doubt yo reading this) but still, thanks for making me smile in the early morning. and at the same time i feel like bitting yor nipples man! thanks. ily idiot! update sooon manszx!

event happened
-zirca
-dance performance at fulior
-shoots at cerialic arts
-chalet
-pit
-sheesha
work
work
&
more work

upcoming events
-zouk out
-picnic
-chalet
-punkrock returns 4
-n's result

CHJIOW LOSERS!

2009-11-11T02:29:00.005+08:00

i jusz have thousand of things to tell but sadly, i dont blooody have the time to blog.
not only blog, but no time for myself, love, friends and even family.
sigh.
im so tired.
gtg.
update more soon

2009-10-27T16:21:00.003+08:00

AMIRAH STYMEST.

a happy blessed 17th birthday.
may yo succeed in yor future endeavours
sorry that i couldnt picked up yor calls
anyhooooooo, i really hope that you love the little gift
after o's, we go out?
zo xoxo

2009-10-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

♥CLICK HERE BUT DONT RELINK. BLOGGERS A BITCH

2009-10-03T15:58:00.003+08:00

after much thinking.
i think i regretting perming my hair.
.
..
ill be away till the 8th.
misz me alright =)
.

ZIYAD, TWO MORE DAYS !
&& im excited

2009-09-25T01:08:00.002+08:00

LIKE I SAY, ILL UPDATE SOOOOOON.
TOO MUCH TO INDICATE LAAA.
STAY TUNE.

2009-09-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

FUCKING ALOT OF PICTURES AND THINGS TO UPDATE.
ILL UPDATE SOOOOOOOON.

2009-09-23T10:12:00.004+08:00

tons of pictures to upload.
tons of pictures to grab from cuzzy.
hmmm, i wonder.
.
some cuszen was not in the picture .
mostly abg sedares/ kak sedares
cusz they arrived late or join us later .
nine-thirty in the morning assemble at the first house
WAAAAAH! nasi briyani some more.
ha haaa.
eight cars and few motorbikes.
=)
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" thisz year. i dont only learn what is true friends but ive learn to be independant and receive numerous dissapointment from each one."

2009-09-20T20:37:00.011+08:00

today is raya and therefore
im here to wish ya'll a happy hari raya.
if i were to offend you in any ways
in both coincident or un-coincidentally
im sorry
lets start afresh and throw all those grudges away.
.
..
kalau nak ajak jalanjalan raya, callingcalling alright?
kalau nak attack rumah pun, callingcalling alright
okay enjoy!

2009-09-16T01:16:00.013+08:00

IVE DECIDED TO MOVED TEMPORARY
so yeah call me when you guys finished playing this
hating game alright?
.
..
awwwwh passerby♥.
come out, come out where ever you are.
i cant wait to meet you.
*shake hands*
i know its you.
and everyone assume too, its you
so yeah, hello hell.
.
..

2009-09-15T18:56:00.010+08:00

we gave school a missed today.
and we got to know only 13 people turned up for school.
ha haaa.
hmm, so we planned to study.
so we met around ten and trained to bugis cusz we thought of going to
bras basah for some assessment books.
then hmm,
blaah blaah, and decided to give shisha a shot.
ha haaa.
okay whatever.
i had pretty much fun with them
.
..
on other hand.
i think im going to die really soon.
(1) its my sixth-seventh time shisha-ing this two months
(2) art paper two are already out, and the themes a bloody difficult
(3)four days (excluding sunday) to raya and 3/4 more of my room needed cleaning.
(4)i just only realised that my history chemistry and biology falls on the same day.
(5) art
(6) art
(7) i miss rina
shuck! i simply hate it to be in pressurize mood.
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p/s; this feeling i cant explain. help me define it please.

2009-09-14T23:18:00.001+08:00

second post of the day.
know why?
cusz im just plain bored at home.
shaking legs and eating cracker.
happy life huh?
NOW ONLY!
.
..
thanked apik for uploading the pictures.
hmm, my lappy is being a bitch lately.
i wished to stick to my comp.
urgh!
anyhoo,
broke fast yesterday at apik's house.
and play fireworks and "pom-pom"
ha haaaa.
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..
p/s: my instinct say to believe but my heart says NOT to believe
so how?

2009-09-14T19:44:00.002+08:00

(THISZ PICTURES TELLS A THOUSAND MEANING)
.

hate is a strong word but,
i really really dont like you, girl.
*puke*
.
..
today is the most boring-EST day i ever had
and at the same time. the most happiest day i could ever say.
firstly, schooool wasz being frigging mundane. imagine staying in school from 7.30-1.25
and not a single lesson! wtf! i could might as well jusz
bloody stay home and do my own revision. damn!
&& prolly i wont be coming to school till exam
and same goes to my other classmates. ( some )
next, im effing happy cusz my room is finally CLEAN.
(some one knows how messy it is)
well, not all, but my study table.
1/4 of the jobs done
3/4 more to go.
hoooray.
and guess what. i did that on my own.
so im left with my
(1) bed area
(2) dress up area
(3) wardrobe
(4) computer area
(5) chill area.
and i have only 5 days left.
gooossshhhhhh!
.
..
lastly, i phoned mom asking if i could curl my hair.
and
not only she agree but she is willing to sponsor
*woot woots*
yeah!
so anyone is willing to accompany me?
(nak harap kan bambam and assholesxz, waah, wait for pigs to fly)
if anyone is free, pleaase text me up.
.
..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYNA
happy blessful 16th birthday
may you succeeed in yor future endeavours
and lead a happy life.
dont think of those humans yea
cusz they offer nothing but only problems
ill always be there for you if you ever need me.
im just 8-digits awaay.
love you sis.
*huggs*

2009-09-12T01:20:00.004+08:00

on the 110909.
ALLYSIA AND MILY made my day.

100909
AUDI-RYAN
BO-DWARF
FERRA-ALLEN
NABIL-LOVATO
SYAFIQ-GIRAUD
RIZAL
made my day =)
.
..
thank you.
go grab yor pictures at my multiply.
quickquick.

2009-09-09T22:18:00.001+08:00

NOW I DONT FEEL BELONG.

2009-09-09T15:58:00.003+08:00

the last paper for thisz month finally ended.
whoo-whoooo.*screams*
but thisz exam havent really end,LITERALLY!
anyhoo, english was manage-able besides the fact that the time given wasz a lil too short. (FOR ME ). becusz, the first half hour, i fell asleep. UN-INTENTIONALLY. all i know i was lying my head down on the table to read the passage, the next thing i knew, miss ivy knock my table. and when i look at the clock, half hour has gone. ha haa. but still i manage to finish the paper. and yeah, the paper thisz year was peasy and not as tough as last year. now i waaaant to refund my three days lack of sleeep.
whoo-whoo.
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p/s :when i met you asshole, my heart went knock knock. now then butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop =)

2009-09-09T00:35:00.001+08:00

'LIAR LIAR PANTS OF FIRE'

2009-09-08T17:09:00.000+08:00

(gambar like so yesterday.)

hmmm. okay, listening comphre was okay except the fact that i sat right front and exactly in front of the fan. i was okay actually, but as the exam starts, i felt really un-comfortable becusz my paper kept flying around and thank god, i wasz about to raisse my hand to asked teacher to switch it off, she already of the switch. ha haaa.
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social studies? hmm. wasnt that tough. only i read wrongly. i saw the first two question and my heart pain sia. but i felt better when i saw the last question. i wasz very very lucky that i study that topic to death! so yeah, it wasnt that bad though compared to last year.
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tommorow would be the last paper before the long break. and i swear i needa study for the upcomings, or else ive wasted like a year?!
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p/s; it really touched me when you text me in the night saying you feel guilty after reading my post which WASNT referring to you. now i know, you're not playing. =)

2009-09-07T19:03:00.002+08:00

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i would like to congrates the boys for being in third place in the world hiphop international.
in the adult categories
it would be an honour to dance with you guys again some day !
<33333333

2009-09-07T13:49:00.000+08:00

(THEY ARE THE REASON WHY I FORCE TO COME SCHOOL EVERYDAY)

so the paper today was quite satisfied.
a good paper to start with.
one down. two more to go.
suck suck!
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i told bo what i wasz feeling.
and share some secret to him.
and bo told me this phrase.
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"feelings is like investment.
you could gain profits.
you could lose profits.
like people say,
too much winning will make you lose one day
lose real big; bankruptcy."
-ahmad shafiq
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(faham faham aje laaaaaaaaa)
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i try not to put much hope.
cusz im just scared that one day
ill fall and stumble.
let time tells everything.
<3
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I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEEEEP!

2009-09-06T19:00:00.005+08:00

so you musz thank someone cusz he/she force me to update this blogger in favour.
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so yeaaaah. we went to geylang on friday night. and thought of jln-jln di bazaar, but, it was abso-fckingsxz crowded that we were sweting like nobody business. so we decided to jusz trained to bugis to have some sheee-sha session. cusz its much more relaxing. whoo-whooo.
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on saturday, i went to study with awang kecik. funny though. we board the same bus and he accompany me to get my pens. and then we proceed to burger king to study. burgerking was abso-fuckingsxz warm. urghh. and this awang told me that BK closed at ten-thirty. ANYHOW ONLY. so we packed and we walked to find some nice + comfortable place to packed out. but none to avail. so i dragged him to accompany to walked around NP. but shurrk! northpoint is almost closing. and we walked back to BK and i found out, BK closes only at mid-night. !@#$%^&!!. haha. so we just sit there at had our revisions, crapping and talking. ard midnight he sent me home. and i fell asleep while accompanying him home. boo-hoo.
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hmm. goodluck to all candidates . ESPECIALLY to RINA-STAR. AUDI DANIAL. AHMAD SYAFIQ. ARINA . SYAZAAA . SYAFIQ FERRAIN FADHILAH RATHIGKA HWEEHUANG ELEEEEEEENA AMALIA AND DEAREST 4NC.

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okay, i want to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! bye.

2009-09-04T14:42:00.000+08:00

well today is the last day of schooool. its a total bore. cusz almost half was absent. and every period was freee.
lagy bagos jusz laze at home and sleeep. wasting my time. i spent my time sleeeping in most periods.
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p/s:you remember butterfly early summer? its playing on repeat.

2009-09-04T00:54:00.002+08:00

its been very long since i cried for someone.
and today, after 8 long months
i cried.
i dont know why, but i feeeel way upset with your words
and how you arrange it.
D.I.T.C.H.